write what i want I felt very depressed recently.I don't know how to speak out my feelings .work pressure ,love ,and my family .My mom wants to go home for working ,but I want to stay here because of my boyfriend ,and I have stayed here for 4 years ,I love to stay at here .I have adjust to the environment here and everything here.Mostly I just can't forget my boyfriend .But now ,my boyfriend is a police ,he has many things to do so that he has little time to care me so he wnat me to go home then he will not worry about me for I am alone here with no relatives . Is that a good reason? what should I do ? I don't want to face these things ,that's awful ,I am unhappy .whether I should go home ?what should I do ?We have loved for 4 years ,It's not so easy for me to do any decision .Is that right for us to give up our love for any reanson?God ,who can tell what should I do ,It's really a headache problem .