Three Strange Autumns4

I wish I had never looked at it and I walked by it. I wish I had come back to the house and I’d slept in the damn bed but I looked at it and I went toward it. It didn’t move. It snored and gazed in my eyes. I looked around to find a stone and throw it toward the cat but I didn’t find any. I went out and passed a street. I saw the cat which jumped the wall down and passed the street faster than me. While I arrived at a street, everywhere was silent.A cold wind blew. I put my head into my collar over coat and my hands were in my pocket and I walked very fast. I arrived at a junction and passed across the street. I arrived at a middle of the street. I saw a white truck that moved in closer with a crinkly form. My eyes became dark while I wanted to move. I spent seconds in darkness. My eyes opened poco and poco and I saw a young man who looked at me with worried eyes. A man was biting his lip. Seconds elapse slowly. A young man escaped and I couldn’t see him. After that I heard a noise of a car that kept out. The sky was closer and I couldn’t feel anything. After a few minutes, I saw some worried eyes that were confused on the top of my head and I heard intricate sound. Between hazy faces, I saw a face of a man who was familiar. His look was different with others and he gazed my eyes. I think I’d seen him before. I looked him carefully; it was Mahmoud with gray eyes.
I felt lightly like someone who took her clothes off. I rose by and by. I heard people sound who was telling:” He passed away…..a coward guy has escaped….Let’s put him in a car”.I passed across people, I levitated and was rising. It has spent so much time of this adventure. I don’t know how much…… I don’t have any data on a number of days here. A new day started and they called me. It was an autumn morning again. They called me for the first time. I’ve sat on a wall now. The weather is cold. I am rubbing behind my ear. Expectation is too difficult. It’s an hour that I’m sitting here. The cement is ragged and my foots and hands are paining. Finally one lamp turned up and a door of a house was opened. An old man came to the yard. I stood up on the wall and looked at him. He was familiar. I looked at him carefully, I remembered. It was a young man who had stood above my head and escaped with his car very fast. He was older than before. Hair around his head was white and sometimes he coughed. He was disturbed like person who have seen a nightmare dream. I gazed in his eyes...