I don't remember when I took the place of someone doing boring work. Just collecting and inputing the data. I know I should be positive and energetic, and learn more at my leisure, like gathering and analysing data so I can finish my paper, but I just don't know how to do it and feel so tired.Now I don't want to wake up every morning, and I don't think I deserve my wages. The only thing I want to complete is to study some new vocabulary every day to not feel like I'm dying. Of course my favourite time is reading time after dinner. But I am not happy.

I hope you can find another job that makes you happier!