Mei's notebook entry: Feb 10, 2011 Hey guys! Long time no see! I'm alive. The new year is coming! "Rabbit year"! It's my year! I love it! But,The beiginning of the new year,broght me some bad things. Certainly,some good things to happen. Now I am lost! Everything I can't do well, I thought my job is not fit me and a lot of things make me confusion. I really don't know who can listen to me. Because,they thought I am a happy girl. No one knows me! Where's my friends? I want to cry loudly!!!