Sharon's notebook entry: Feb 06, 2011 Sometimes i really need to make my own decisions without giving any thought to other's feelings,i mean the feelings i imagined,they do not even exist.It's really bad,'cause i become more and more cowardly.I'm too careful to make a decision.So, from this moment,i should try my best to become a desisive person,who can say or do something she thought is right.Yeah,that's what i want.Come on!Overcome the bad habit of over-thought. I'm already 22,it's time for you to accept or respect who i am.I'm not the one you wanna me to be.Actually you have done a lot of things influenced my character,my life.But,i have grown up to a person who has its own life value,who know herself better than anyone else,who needs the right to make her own decision.I do need your supports and advices when i feel confuse or facing difficulties instead of what i should or must do.I love you and i love to be myself.i just don't want they become cotradictory...