I wish hope this waiting is worth the while!

I am so disappointed with the company that i applied to. They offered me a job that I really want. I am was so excited because my recruiter told me that I will would be starting April 13 but when and then she called again last on april 7 she and said told me that they had alredy received my medical and it is was ok. She said that the only thing she needed is was to finish my background check. They would call all of my previous employers before and she needed to know the number of my the employer that I've that I had left for a year ago. After that she never called me again. I dont know if I failed the background check and now I dont think know if I need to should apply for and or look for another job again or if I should  I'll just wait for their call or message. I want that Job and I dont want to apply for another then but I am worred that if I do get another job, when I have already other job then they will call me, that's what always happens to me!

Good work Elaine, At least you are making good use of your time while you are waiting! Hope you get the job :)