Another decadent(颓废）day

Today I should have sought job opportuinities and gone to interviews, but I just laid on the bed until noon, then had bruch and ate chestnuts (板栗）while watching tv. It is boring, I know, but I am lazy. I don't like change. I am not ready to go to work. Probably I am afraid; I worry that I will not do a very good job. After all, I have been out of work for more than half a year. I wonder day by day when I can go out looking for a job. I will wait and see...

I hope you get a job soon, lin! :)