I found it difficult to choose everything for me. I found it difficult to choose everything for me. When I came to a restaurant, I couldn't choose a meal which I want to eat; when I came to the theatre, I couldn't buy a ticket to watch a film; when I have to choose a major of my life, I couldn't make the decision. I am thingking of this question for a long time and found the answer is hard to find, the only change of me is, one day, my friends told me that I was not as happy as before in appearance. I looked at the mirror in the bathroom helplessly. I knew this is not a sensible question but I can't stop thinking it. So I asked my teacher for help, she told me that I have to choose the right one, then I asked my mother, she told me that I have to choose the one I like, I asked some of my friends, they had already had their targets. Finally I found my problem is I want too many things, but I can only choose one thing, just like Schrödinger's cat, it means, if I don't choose anything, technically, I will have everything. But I'm not living in a theory, I'm living a life, so I have to choose one. A man wants everything is not wrong, isn't it? so I decided to learn filmmaking as my major so I can creative different lives, I know my father won't be very happy, but I'm not confusing anymore. I think there aren't have good or bad choices in my life, it's just my life, who can do the right things all the time, is God, not a human.