I'm sorry, I'm still the same
My deepest fear is that one day I wake up and find myself living the life of an ordinary man with no ambition to change or have more.
I'm still a student so maybe I've sometime left, but what I'm afraid of is what comes after that.
What if I got an ordinary crappy job with nothing to hope for or aspire to? what if I don't make enough money to travel, see the world like I've always dreamed to..
So that's the reason I want to change, because I don't want to ever face that. I don't want to ever need to look for a better job or bargain for a couple of dollars higher salary. I despise that and I never want to do that ever in my life.
But, as much as I want to be better and to not need to do all that crappy things ordinary people are forced to do by life I can't do it without real change and without hard work.
But change isn't easy at all. Each morning I hear the alarm at 6:00 AM and I start telling myself that it's not worth it, I should get more sleep..
Most of the time I do keep sleeping, at that moment I let go of every dream I have, I kill every hope to change.
I regret that. I regret all the times I chose to continue sleeping. I regret all the times I chose to rest..
And I always wish that the next time I get to my laptop to write something I start with "This is how I changed my life".
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Everybody is in this kind of trouble nearly everyday. They try to talk to themselves they want to change all the time, but they just lose their perseverance because of indolence and the pursuit of comfort. In my opinion, what you need to do is that insisting on your dream with continuously telling yourself everyday you will be successful only in the future 5 minutes after you wake up. An potentially limited signal is far more effective to evoke your fighting will,
this is a conclusion I drew from a scientific survey, which is about "If you have only 24 hours of life". It told me that when people in a finite situation, they will make a better option even though they don't know how to choose
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Man, i really like this note! I am totally agree with you. But i sure, because you are here, studying languages, because you wrote this note, i sure you already have enough motivation. Maybe you should learn a bit of time-management?) I wish you to achieve success!
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yes..change isn't esasy at all especial if we don't have a strong motivation
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