Guys i don't think you know what is exactly happening here!! I don't belong to this place

Satisfaction comes from inside and I think the place you live in completes it. Many people look at the other countries as heaven; thinking they'll love happily the moment they travel there but this is far from the truth. Those who lived abroad worked so much hard to live the kind of life you wish for, they handled many things they would never handle in their homelands so they won't go back without doing the things they said they'll do. I hope you make your dreams come true Fatmah, but you need to work on yourself first, you need to be satisfied from inside and look for the simple things that purify your heart, mind and soul before thinking to live abroad. Good luck.

i am egyption too i love my country so much but i prefer to travel to london too to get scholarship and begin new life without noisy and crowded every egyption love traveling but be sure you will miss to all your memories and family also your best friends i know what's in your mind just have some Patience and everything gonna be okay isa :)

Start looking at the beautiful things around you, maybe the nature, flowers, the sun that many countries do not see at this moment, an old woman or a baby with an innocent smile, then most probably, many many doors will just open by themselves to your positive future. Enjoy your New Year's Eve!