My first note

It's night. The only thing I want to do now is to go to bed. I am really tired. My homework was a bit is more difficult than last year. It's the same with life I think. When you get older your tasks are getting bigger and more difficult. Well, things are not bad at all. It's new years eve and everybody outside is happy and they want love. I don't need it. Others may think that I am a wierdo but I just want to be alone. Maybe it's not right but it is good. My only wish is that I want to be like Charles Bukowski. He is my idol and I´ve read all his books. I don't know what to write, right now. I didn't thought think about any subject before hand. at this moment. It's only my first note and this is it. Not a big deal. What do you think?

(I changed "wanna" to want to. If you were wanting to use some type of street language then "Do what you "wanna" do!)