around foreigner friends

when I go out with foreigner friends I can feel their talk is too fluent and they are full of knowledge that I always don't know how to cut in. I felt gloomily and I felt I don't know how to socialise with people who are not Taiwanese but I like to make friends even if they are from another country.

Around foreigner friends

When I go to hang out with foreigner friends, I can feel their talk speech is too fast and they are full of knowledge such that I always don't never know how to cut in. and I felt gloomily I felt unhappy/left out/depressed (any of these words would work here) and I felt like I don't know how to be social with people who are not Taiwanese. but However, I like to make friends even they are come from any country. no matter what country they come from.

:( That's too bad! I hope you can practice talking to foreigners here on italki, that might help you keep up with the conversation. 

Good luck with your English :)