Sometimes I just want to give up

When I finished my senior high, I chose Spanish as my college major. I love different cultures and different languages, but Spanish is really hard for me, or to be more specific (actually that is being less specific), perhaps for most Chinese. Why do those verbs have so many conjugations? Those words nearly kill me! And the Spanish native speakers usually speak spanish freaking fast! Seems fair that they got much better soccer players cause everyone there talk speaks like a soccer commentator! But one release, relief is that English and Spanish share many similar words (from Latin!), so those nouns are not that difficult for me. I Still got have a long way to go.