Learning a foreign language

Hello! My name is Olya. I am learning English. I have been studying this language since I was 6, I know a lot of words, but it is still a bit difficult for me to express myself, especially in conversations. I feel ashamed because of my accent, I am so afraid to make a mistake so much. All that this stops me from my speaking. :) I am working in a the Moscow office departure of an international company. The head office is located in London. In our Moscow office we speak Russian and English, so with my Russian colleagues I speak our native language, with my Grand Manager I speak English because he is Canadian, with some of my colleagues I speak German because they are from Germany. I have been working here only for one month, and I am still a bit shocked of too much by the amount of English around me. When I speak with my Canadian boss or colleagues from the head office, I feel like I am awfully afraid to make a mistake in my language. My deepest wish right now is to find a to be able to practice in English, to find some people I can speak English with. I need a lot of English. :))) Ah, looks so funny. But when I am in my office and feeling such a shame because of my lack of vocabulary  unknowledge of some words, it doesn't being isn't funny at all! :)

Learning a foreign language

Hello! My name is Olya. I am learning English. I have been studying this language since I was 6, I know a lot of words, but it is still a bit difficult for me to express myself, especially in conversations. I feel embarrassed because of my accent, I am so afraid to make a mistake . All that stops me from  speaking :) I am working in a Moscow  department of an international company. The head office is located in London. In our Moscow office we speak Russian and English, so with my Russian colleagues I speak our native language, with my Senior Manager I speak English because he is Canadian, with some of my colleagues I speak German because they are from Germany. I have been working  here only for one month, and I am still a bit shocked of too much English around me. When I speak with my Canadian boss or colleagues from the head office, I feel like I am awfully afraid to make a mistake in my language. My deepest wish right now is to find a practice in English, to find some people I can speak English with. I need a lot of English :))) Ah, it looks so funny. But when I am in my office and feeling  so embarrassed because of my lack of knowledge  of some words, it  isn't funny at all :)

You have a very good vocabulary so I am sure you will improve quickly.Just don't be embarrassed and have a go!