Education and Knowleadge

Today I wanna want to write about knowledge and the system of education. Now I'm 17 years old and I'm the a second year student in technical school. Today, I watched many videos on YouTube about the life, the genius kids, nature and others. Sometimes, I just want to wanna look around and see the world and see something that appreciate things that I usually don't I didn't notice, or that I usually don't appreciate as being valuable didn't thought that's valuable and so on. Many people say that since I am young, and I must study and study and study... until I'll be I'm 23-27 years old. Up until the age of 17, I was an average person that thought that I must have excellent marks, that I must listen to every person, and that I must be excellent in more competitions. That's what my parents and my grandma used tell me. my parents and grandma. However, a year ago, I started to realize that it's I have the wrong goals. Nobody can be excellent at every kind of job, subject, and theme. Nobody can be an excellent doctor, teacher, and programmer at the same time(simultaneously). In the Sovet Union, everybody must know every subject, and be a good person(very very good). And The scariest thing is that today many people in our country believe in that. Now I understand, a young persons who don't wanna want to be "good persons". They didn't go to some lessons, and they aren't living a standard live. Now I ask a question to myself "Why did I go to historical history lessons for over 8 years?","why did I do everything that older people said told me? "why "why didn't i do what i really wanna do?" I know the a woman that is 28 years old and is not yet studying she's studying yet.It's very scary... She wanna  wants to have big a lot of knowledge. She's believing She believes in the russian system of education. She doesn't want to "offend teachers"(if she doesn't do go to university, if she doesn't do homework). I thought the same until July. I wanted to have 3 or 4 higher education - it was my goals. But now it's funny to me to to remember that.. I don't know everything, and have much knowledge about everything. I don't wanna be like Wikipedia. Now, when I wrote write, I understand that it's a very long theme(like everything in our life). I just write too much because I wanna want to do that and hope that we'll find and correct my errors :)

Hi Alexander, 

Good effort! Keep writing! Hope the corrections are of help!