Who should I blame !! That's my fourth year in University , who is going to believe this bullshit , Four years!?!! Im honest in my talk !! we only have three years as a maximum to graduate , but look this damn hurting truth ,I still study in it !! It's not because my career is difficult , i mean its not that easy , but it just need a hard work , no more !! Definitely i did my best and more those three last years , but I still not get the result that im looking for !! sometimes when i take a site with my self , i ask my self lot of questions !! why is that , do i should work more , is the way that i'm following in my preparation is not working any more , should i change it !!!! i tried to fix it all from the bottom !! but , nothing is going right !! well i guess it's all due to my absence i wasn't always present in the class because of my struggle with Asthma and my pain arm :( ! Sometimes i feel just like there's no where left to hide ,its like , yeah i have to fight until getting what I want , that's the what im sure of ! Who really should I blame !!