So boring life

Recently, I find that life is always so boring. Everyday, I just sit in front of the computer. I can't find any passion in my life. Everyday, I just play on the computer, I also have a poor and miserable wage. I want to escape from this boring life, that will make me lose my direction. I hate the life.

Nearly one month ago, my friend resigned from this small and hateful company. I also want to go. But I haven't got the confidence to find a new job. I haven't learnt any experience from my job. I am afraid to find a job. Recently, I have a strong desire to travel in China. Many friends told me "Go ahead." Yeah, I want to go.

My beautiful life in my mind.
A white house near the beach. Planting many sunflowers in my garden, and so on.
I would be happy if the dream came true.

Have a wonderful weekend. Beautiful girls and handsome boys.

CORRECTION:
Good news, your english is very good.
Remember, life is too short. Follow your dreams, focus on what makes you happy. If you believe in it, it will come to you.