The reed bends

Today it is another boring day.
I know I sound like a man who likes to complain but it is not so.
I know also that I could modify something but probably I won't do. (in writing: I will not.)
Often it is as if the time must passing and as I have to stay watching it.
It is still goes in on my mind as that the time passes quickly when I am doing what makes me feel alive, free and (doing what I feel to be) (I am not sure what you wanted to say here).
Only a weak rage of sun makes me feel that hope is a tool to for change, so
Have a good day everybody!

("a tool to change" would have a different meaning, and I guess you wanted to say "a tool for change")

The reed bends

Today it is another boring day.
I know I sounds a man who likes complain but it is not so (correct but better to say I'm not).
I know also too that I could modify something but probably I won't do. 
Often it is as if the time must passing and as I have to stay watching it. (or you could use 'and' - and I have to stay watching it - just don't use both words)
Still goes in my mind goes on as and the time passes quickly when I am doing what makes me feel alive, free and I'm doing what I feel to be (... right for me?).
Only But even a weak ragey of sun make me feel that hope is a tool to for change, so
have a good day everybody!

Well done!  You've written very well.  I love your last sentence!  Cheers, Susan

The Reed Bends

Today it is another boring day.
I know I sounds as if I'm always complaining man who like complain but it is not so.
I also know also that I could modify something but that probably I won't do.
Often it  is as if time passes and I stand and watch it. the time must passing and as I have to stay watching it.
Still goes in my mind as the Time pass quickly when I am doing what makes me feel alive, free and doing what I enjoy feel to be.
Only the weak rays of the a weak rage of sun make me feel hopeful about change. that hope is a tool to change, so
Have a good day everybody!