about me , Before i start ,i request you to translate this into Russian I am going through a lot of problems right now ,but the worst one i fear ,is losing myself ,since childhood i was taken advantage of ,i had a terrible childhood ,which led me to believe on some assumption of the world the first is there is no god ,or if he did exist ,he has abandoned me long ago , the second ,i could never lead a normal life again ,i researched on my condition on the interenet ,and found out i was a sociopath ,i feel good about it ,i dont want to be normal again . Keep reading for more information about me ,and please keep translating ,for i think emotions serve best while learning language :)