I feel puzzled!

My girlfriend has got a job at Lotte Department Store. Congratulations to her! But, I also feel sad because I've apply also applied to this job but and they did'nt didn't contacted to me. I've just graduated from my university and this time but I am still lacking of many skills. My English communication is not good. I'm very so very shy and can't open my mouth with around foreiners foreigners, even though I've learned have been learning English for a long time. I need to try more and more to improve my writing and speaking. Can anybody help me?

Yes, I can help! But I only know very little in Vietnamese, so it would be great if you could teach me and I could return the favor.

I Feel puzzled!

My girlfriend got a job at Lotte Department Store. Congratulations to her! But I'm feeling sad because I aso applied for this job but they did'nt contact to me. I've just graduated from my university and this time I am lacking  many skills. My English communication skill is not good. I'm so very shy and can't (open my mouth) cmmunicate well around/With foreiners even though I've been learning English for a while now. I need to try (more and more) harder to improve my skill of writing and speaking. Can anybody help me?