Allah all i need in my life i was student in pure chemistry field at Yasouj university and this is some my memories after national examination. one day at spring i check my profile and i found my rank has became 4 between 10000 student, and i were very happy and after one month i attain another succeed at 18th National Chemistry Olympiad my rank became 5 and i was selected to 6th international chemistry Olympiad to participate a one of 5 members of Iran team. 6th international chemistry Olympiad at Abbasi Hotel of Isfahan was not interesting , my rank became 13 between 19 participants, my world was destroyed, i were very angry about that, of course i found new friends and my approach to the life was changed. i'm studying in science and technology of polymer field at Iran Polymer and Petrochemical Institute ( IPPI), past didn't leave me i was falling off but it stopped by Allah. Allah supported me and supports me , i felt Allah morely and i hope Allah will support me. i'm nothing without Allah. Thanks Allah, i don't need nobody, i don't fear nobody, i don't call nobody BUT Allah is my one and only... I'm trying hardly to compensate the past, i wanna continue my educations at one of American university. i'm trying to be prepare to take TOEFL and GRE examinations. my friend itroduce italki to me and i need to improve my skills to apply. from today i decide to write about one subject every week and i released this part today... good luck...