never give up.

May 23rd.

recently, I feel like I'm in a slump.
I cannot concentrate on my studies I don't have any motivation to go for sports. I don't want to hangout with friends.
I thought this would be gone with time but I'm still stuck. I felt vulnerable and useless.
this morning, a friend of mine, who has been my friend since I was 8 years old sent me a short internet video.
the message is '' well done, you've been great to reach here.'' It touched me a lot. I was stress and I was comparing my self with others. Since I came to France I feel I'm not smart nor strong enough to make it.
But, anyway, I survive and I keep trying to make it. it's quite late to compare to others. but I recognize again that I'm not like other people. I cannot be and I don't have to be. so I'm thinking about being my self.
the first step to being my self I think it is necessary for me to appreciate to my self. And love my self more than ever.

after taking a walk, I told to my self " well done, and thank you.''
so tomorrow we can keep make it
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I won't give up. never ever give up.