I feel alone

I feel alone in my home. I married with my husband two years ago. He is an amazing man,and I love him so much.

But I have to say, I'm a lazy girl.

My husband let me to go out and work. I refused him, because I don't like someone telling me that you should do this, or you must done that. I hate this feeling.

So I decided to do something I like in home. I'm writing a novel about love. And I also sell jewelry on the Internet. But both of these jobs can't make me talking with people who are strangers.

I have only my husband in my life. He is the best. But sometimes, I want to talk, to know some strangers. 

What should I do?

I think your husband is right, work isn't just for money, it's a way to be a part of society. If you don't want someone to tell you what to do, you can think of jobs you can do on your own. If you like language and writing, you can be a tutor for kids in your city and help them with writing and reading. You could volunteer first to see if you like it!