I hit the "jackpot"! I know that in one's life there is not only Happiness, but also hard cheese. But maybe today I have overeaten too much this kind of "hard cheeses". First thing comes my stupid dissertation. Well, I thought about it a lot overnight, and I realized that at the rate I am going, I am gonna to be in graduate school before this paper is done. What the hell with me! I am such a pathetic loser. No matter how hard I am gonna try, and there is no way I can make it. My life is just a joke. I thought that the paper thing was bad enough, but worse was to follow. My best friend's ex-boyfriend came to Beijing last week. And I don't know how on earth did this happen, he just stayed in my spot for 1 week. I am not a niggard, but apparently he is a guy which lived on pimping for men all his life. He used my toothbrush to massage his gum, and spoke ill of my friend. Maybe u will say "Come on! Friends overlook each other's minor lapses." But the truth is that he is not my friend. Friend won't use friend's loofah to sweat, and this behavior is totally beyond the pale and can't be tolerated. And by the way he is an italian. I feel ashamed for him. Because I really love Italians. And the most ridiculous thing happend to me this afternoon. I bought some snow cone and guess what flavour is that? Carrot+papaya+green pepper. I didn't notice it until I swallowed a spoonful of this revolutionary thing. It made me vomit and throw up nothing. And it cost me 14 yuan(2.2 dollar). These days my eyes are hurting. I think they are becoming smaller and smaller. I don't want to be a person whose eyes are just like Snoopy----small black beans.