Next Step Getting older, we always take new mission we have never expected. Babies need to walk and Students make friends to experience human society. To me, what is it? If it exist, where is it and what do I have to do? I thought I got through many things and did it well in my life. However I don't know anything now. I seem to lose everything I know and miss my self-confidence 100%. There are just vague things around me. Am I just the weakest man in the world. Loser? I read one phrase. "Real loser is not a man who fail something, but a man who never try." Right... Frankly speaking, right now I am totally loser.