No matter what happens,will you always be there for me? Everybody has blue days.These days when I feel lousy,loney,and utterly exhausted.I feel small and insignificant,When everything seems just out of reach.I can't rise to the occasion,just getting started seems impossible.On blue days I become weird that everyone should leave me alone or need someone to close to me.I feel like I'm floating in an ocean of sadness.I'm not sure how much longer I can hang on . These days,The assistant has gone home in our department,I took over her work.A lot of things I don't really understand,I need to ask others,I'm sorry for always disturbing them.thanks for their help.but some people laugh at my stupid.I forgive them for they have helped me learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to when you open your heart to.I know that you might just wake up not feeling or looking my best. All occur to test the limits of my soul.