what did i do? it seem to me, everything is not going well - it means so bad. I feel frustrating and frightening in this time. after graduated, i came back my countryside and all of thing is worse for me and my family. it's very upset to start career after that. I always believe that only if i try my best in my own way, my dream will come true. as a while, I have nothing and I am definitely an unemployment even depending on my parent pension. every time thinking about that, it's terribly ashamed and I don't want to live more.