stuffy nose--sore throat--toothache, I wanna cry I've been suffering from cold for several days and can hardly feel my nose. When I lie on the bed preparing to sleep, I need to open my mouth to breath because of my stuffy nose. Misfortunes never come singly, also I have a sore throat and a toothache." Poor things!", Daisy, my roommate, said to me. These days I came to participate in interviews which offered by three companies, and fortunately, I passed all. But I didn't feel much easier, I still do not have a clear understanding of myself, like what I want to do, what suits me or which is better for me. Apart from the job things, also I have to deal with my graduate thesis work, just now mom and I had a long phone call, she found that I was low in spirits and started to worry about me. Actually I hardly have a nice sleep at night these days, all sorts of things came into my mind. Continued for several nights woke up in the middle of the night form nightmares, I can't help thinking, why am I doing these? who am I doing these for? I need an answer that can lead me to do all things I ought to do. It takes time, I just wish that won't be so long.