bad mood last night Although I think Beijing is quite beautiful,I have to admit that it is just too big a city for me.I am a freak,I totally am.I tried so hard to be specific.but finally it turned out that I am the most ordinary kind of person,who would definitely never be found again when put into the crowd.the world is weird,isn't it?I always thought I am an easy-going person.but I am truly not.I barely be open to my fellows,or even my good friends.I guess that's why I like being alone.but at the meantime I am afraid of being alone.There are too many people in Beijing.I could not find a place,quiet and comfortable,to stay for a moment.