From now on... (On is a preposition. If you can keep from doing so, try not to end in a preposition.)

The moment I finished my tuition fee payment paying my tuition for the Spanish Coures courses I will be taking in Spain, I suddenly felt overwhlemed in Spain,suddently I felt the preasure and load I'd never undertaken before. Maybe it this means from now on I must seriously evaluate my consider my fresh but tough life abroad and carry a good follow through on my agenda to study. My dear amazing parents are the greatest supporters of my wish to studying in Spain. Since I do not come from a rich family, I believe it would be unacceptable if I fail to live up to the love and hope they have in me. Given the condition that my family is not so rich. It seems unacceptable and unforgivable for me if I fail to live up their love and hope.

Recently, I started am reading a book named called EAT PRAY LOVE. I'm very inspired by the writer's stories and experiences. I think my attitude that I will likely feel about studying Spanish in Spain will be similar to how the author felt about the way she feels about studying Italian in Italy. This special episode in my life is coming experience will be happening very soon!

Enlightened by her book, This book has inspired me to also decide to write down something to memorize and record and my upcoming brand new journey. Starting from the preparing stage is what I construct for my little journal. I am in the beginning stages of creating my journal (I believe this is the point that you were trying to convey, my apologies if this is not the case). So from today on, Starting today, I will keep up-grading  updating my experiences life here via italki, which because I find it a  to be a very helpful and friendly platform. 

If you happen to read my notebook entry and happen to currently live in Spain,  this year please add me (It can't be better if you happen to be a It would be even better if you were a spanish native Spanish speaker) . I'd love to hear your suggestions on Spanish studying or about your beautiful life in Spain. We could be friends or maybe one day we will encounter in that lovely country. Maybe we could meet one day in this lovely country and become friends. Who knows what can happen!  Anything can happen! 

Great job! By the way, I'm also studying Spanish. :) I'm finally knocking this off of my bucket list-LOL I'm so excited about my upcoming trip to Mexico. Visiting Spain is next on my bucket list. Enjoy your trip to Spain! :)