About my English learning

I really want to learn English well,but my English grammar is so bad,even chaotic.And I want to studying abroad,I want to be a fashion designer! You can add my ID,I would love to send my design to you! I also prepare for my TOEFL test ,so difficult! you know why?? Beacuse a lot of strange words! OMG!!! However,for my great dream ,I will stick to do it!

I really want to learn to speak English well, but my English grammar is so bad.  I want to study abroad, I want to be a Fashion Designer!  You can  use my ID, I would love to send my design to you!  I am also preparing for my TOEFL test, it is so difficult.  Do you know why?  Because there are a lot of strange words! OMG!!! However, I will stick to it because of my dream.