Friends From High School And Their Boyfriends

Today, I got invited to a KakaoTalk chatroom.
My friends from high school were in it.
I haven't contacted them for a long time.
My friends said hello to me and asked why I hadn't contacted them.
Actually, I happened to reset my phone, so I lost all of my contacts.

As soon as we said hello to each other, my friends began to talk about their boyfriends.
I had no choice but to keep silent because I didn't know anything about their boyfriends and I don't have one.
I just watched as they talked.
One of my friends told me, "Min, Why are you keeping silent? :P"
They already knew that I didn't have a boyfriend !! ㅠ _ㅠ
I thought they were trying to make fun of me.

My friends showed me what they did with their boyfriends.
They sent many photos : being witht their boyfriend, making some stuff for their boyfriend, and photos of their dates.

When I saw those photos, I was a little confused. 
I suddenly felt like my friends became an adult and left me behind. 
They were not the that high school girls I remembered anymore.
Soon, I realized that I was a the high school girl anymore, either.
It has been 2 years since I graduated from high school.

In high school, we dreamed of many things : love, new hobbies, club activities, trips...
At least, my friends have achieved one of those dreams. 
In my case, I think I achieved all of the things I dreamed about except for one : love.
After graduating from high school, my life has been full of what I looked forward to.
Now, I have many hobbies, joined many clubs, and went on some trips.
That's enough for them. However, I have forgotten the most important thing !
I had never found love until now. But, I can't do anything with it.
I think love consists of destiny 98% and of trials 2%.

I thought that I had achieved many more things than my friends.
But, I had not. I had missed the most important and difficult task.

I feel like I am getting back to the starting point.