Poor my English! My poor English!

I've realized that my English is so so bad. I can help it, but I didn't try my best. And the result is every that everything that I'm facing right now. Guilty..not at all, I'm beyound disappointed. I've been wasting my time and my money for empty and stupid things, that is social network, games, laziness. They make me unable to can not concentrate on even to even a little bit things. I'm so panicked right now. I can't find my way.....Poor my English, poor me....

You're actually not bad!! I could understand everything you were trying to say.. Dont give yourself a hard time!

If you want to practice your speaking I would be more than happy to help you with that.

Poor mMy English is not good!

I've realized that my English is so so very bad. I can help it but I didn't try my best. And the result is every that I'm facing right now. Guilty..not at all, I'm beyound disappointed. As a consequence, I've been suffering right now. I don't have any regrets. I'm just disappointed. I've been wasting my time and  money for empty and stupid things, that is ,like social networks, games, laziness..etc. They make me can not concentrate to even a little bit thing. I can't concentrate because of these things. I'm so in panic right now. I can't find my way I'm lost.....Poor mMy English is not good. poor me....