True feelings to you

Dear John,

Finally, I am writing you a hand written letter because I can't get in touch with you in any other way. I know you are so happy at this time in your life, with your new job and your new friends, but it is very very difficult for me, not beeing with you and not talking to you every day.

I remember when we worked together and after work we used to go for a drink something in the pub on the corner. Do you remember our conversations? ;-) we usually ended up talking about life, feelings, happiness, etc.. Always thinking in the future and analyzing the past of our lives.

I regret that I didn't tell you before the truth of my feelings toward you. You are more than a friend to me; sometimes I think that you could be my perfect life partner of my life. I'm sorry to tell you this now this but I recently realised how important you are in my life.

I would like to be with you at this moment, because I need a warm hug from you. I'm so sorry if this letter disturbs you.

I hope to see you soon,

Yours sincerely,

XXXXX

Emma A. Allen

I think that 'yours sincerely' is a bit too formal for this letter.