Tears in heaven

I listened to the song again, but I can not express my feelings properly. This song made me feel so sad. Clapton lost his close friends and his son. I wish there would be no more tears in heaven

Tears In Heaven
Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong, and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way, through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven
Time can bring you down; time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart., have you begging please, begging please
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure.
And I know they'll be no more tears in heaven