What do I want to say ?

I want to hone my skills in English, but I find some resouces need money. However, the financial situation of my family is low, so, I turn my eyes to something with no charge .

I also prefer to be a lecturer rather than a common person.
I have written down every detail in my notepad . What's more, this year is a critical pariod in my twenties, when I should integrate myself into society. I have made a tutorial by myself, and everyone is an activist . At the same time, I have generated some money.  However, I am not a specialized monter [?]. I am very happy ...

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what I want to say ?

I want to hone my English study skills of studying English, but I find some study resources need money . However, the financial economy of My family's financial situation is poor is in low level .And then , so I turn my eyes to looking for something of where there is no charge .

I also prefer to be a tutor or teacher lecturer rather than a plain/ordinary student(?) common person.

 
I have written down every all my details in my notepad. What's more, since this year is a critical period entering into my twenties, I should become socially outgoing/publicly active integrate me into the public . I have made a tutorial by myself, and I think everyone should be an activist/be active/be a participant. At the same time, I generated some/a little money, although I am not a mentoring specialistzed monter. I am very happy ...