May be I'm just not that into you Sometimes I think I should be distant from you,so you can have your own space.I respect you and respect your life. Sometimes I want to see you,the way you smile is like an angel to me. I want to be around you all the time.And I want to be the reason you smile. Sometimes I want to be in your life,I always try to know more about you. Everything about you that I need to remember I remember. Everytime I pick up my phone,I want to mail you,so that you can know something new about me, so that I can know something new about you. Sometimes I want to give you a gift,I want to give you the world.Hell,I want to give you my whole world. Sometimes I want to call you out,push you to the wall and kiss.That way I may get you...= =!........or get into jail. Then,Sometimes,I just stop my feet,stand the place still,and I walk away. and sometimes I feel tired trying every way to make you laugh. Sometimes I think:"screw it,If you don't want it,so be it" when I pick up my mobile,and I delete the words I have already typed,Cuz that just bores me,knowing that would be no reply. And you are probably not getting that gift,seeing that I'm just not sure you worth it. I may never take that step.Cuz I am just a coward. I am not a big vow-"I will love you forever"-kind a guy.And I may just full of lies.But I'm telling you that I am trying every cells in my body. If it is still not enough to you,I can not be any better. Or I might just not that into you.Who knows,you don't really know me. [why do I find myself writing like a kid,please help me to modify it or "polish" it a little= =~]