sad sad sad Although looking forward the national day, but also don't like the time goes so fast~~~~ I have place to go to Zhongshan City with my mother and little nephew in this national holidays, because my sister live in this city. No too much excited and happy, just a tour. i don't like i always feel lose and can't open my true heart to accept the fact. What is my wish? you know the GOD, how is my fate? i want to know now? i don't want to always complaining the dissatisfaction, i also hope full thanksgiving about my true love. but always waiting then the more i expect the more i lost. I always try my best to like anther boy and forgot before, but why the god can't understand me to give me the ture chances.Always passted and mistaked???why??? How i can do???SHIT!!!