I want to improve myself

After two months training from Foxconn，I find myself so much at such a disadvantage.
First I want to find out what is the real thing it is that I really/what I really like，because it is the right time for me to get a job，and in my heart I still don't know what I want the voice of my heart.
Then I want to learn more skills, such as computer skills，social skills, and English skills the (writing, listening，speaking and reading) of english and so on.
So much I am short at I find I am lacking in all of these. I really need someone to chat with. I like sharing my experiences and feelings.