I don't know what I really want

I have graduated from Hainan Normal University in June this year.And I have a job at a hotel now.But I just don't like my life! I want to change it. In fact, but I don't know what I want in fact!! Maybe I just have no courage to confront my heart of hearts.

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I don't know what I really want

I have graduated from Hainan Normal University in June this year.And I have a job at a hotel now.But I just don't like my life! I want to change it,but I don't know what I want in fact!! Maybe I just have no courage to confront my heart of hearts.

玲-ling:

  A common dilemma, yes?   Perhaps the issue is not whether you possess "courage".

Maybe you have sufficient courage, but   lack the specific facts and techniques which will guide you toward  a more harmonious   circumstance?

  May I make a suggestion?   This would involve just as much time, as, for example, you took to get through University.    Start creating  what is called a "Mind Map"

.  Identity all concepts having to do with what you want.  Identify all concepts having to do with what you do not want.

 Here  is a link to images for "Mind-Mapping".

http://www.bing.com/images/search?q=images+%2b+%22Mind+Mapping%22&qpvt=images+%2b+%22Mind+Mapping%22&FORM=IGRE

  You might for example,  place images & words for things you do not like on the Left side, and images & words for things you do like on the Right Side.

 By this process, you can focus your mind on all subjects associated with those things you feel drawn to.  Meanwhile, do your very best job at your Hotel.    Always think about the many types of careers.

There are probably careers out in the world that you have never even heard of yet, but they elude you because you may have done only superficial researches  concerning these subjects.

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