Let go

Today I read an article which was abouts moveing on. There was a sentence in it and I liked it very much: Holding on to the weight of anger, resentment and hatred will not only hold you back, but also block your present blessings and opportunities.


This sentence reminders me of onething something. Three years ago I was crazily in love with a guy but apparantly he didn't have feelings for me. He always wanted to make some foreigne friends and I guess that was the reason why he would keep in touch with me. At first everything was fine between us. He will would come to my place and we would drink together, talked for a while and went go out to grab some food. As I am writting this, I find out think that I that kinda missed those times we spent together even though he often pissed me off.


Until oneday he did onething something and it totally broke my heart, I decided to not talk to him anymore. It was not an easy decision for me because we would call each other several times a day then.I knew I could control myself and stopped calling him ,but I definitely could not force myself to not to pick up his call. So I was crying and told him to please promise me, never call me again. I still remember how did i feel I felt the next day. It was exactly as same as these sentence I had read today. Fear will hold you back and stop you to moving on. You would never know what good things await in front of you unless you move on.



As I recall this, I think I made a right decision. Actually we are still friends now and but I don't like feel attracted to him anymore. Perfect!