job seeker i can not figure out the topic today.cos of rainy days,i just stay at home.but to be honest,i should say that is not the main reason.i am new comer of this city.i have no friends here except my sister and sister's friends.but i feel so strange to go out so often with them.and my sister she also needs her own life with her friend.i don't want to bother or interrupt so much in her life. nowadays i am seeking for a job.i will be a senoir college student next semeter.but we have right to apply for a fieldwork in advance so that i dont have to return to school to have classes.at first,i just had a thought of having a try and testing myself.and after looking around of talents market,i feel a little disappointed.most of companies want have a skilled and rich-experienced one .yeah,big company is hard to enter,but small company ,i dont want to. it's really complex . since i am almost a white sheet in work,maybe i will go to a really small company next money.i really dont know whether my choice is right.on the one hand,too remote and so small.on the other hand ,it is not related to my major.i often ask myself whether i just waste my school life and give up what i learned from school.i am confused. but one thing i can certain is that i never regret of my schooldays.i have met many friendly roommates and friends here.i enjoyed and i benefited from it.as a young girl,i have to experience so much in my unexpected rest life.i should learn to grow up and gradually learn to take on responsibility and share.exactly cos of this,i can make many mistakes,dont be afraid of future.i am always like that optimistic girl.enjoy a next maybe surprise.