The need for of change...

Have you ever had that feeling the sense, when you realize your life is going to change? When you guess you inevitably have to alter your lifestyle, your habits... and your attachments? And you feel anxiety with about that, but also a kind of bizarre pleasure and hope..
That's what I feel now. This year has brought a lot of changes to my life - I had to alter so many things, starting with the flat I lived in and ending with..I even don't know what's going to close my "change list"
A bit over half a year ago all my social capital had been deprived (figurally, for sure), and I stayed as I was at the very beginning of my adult life seven years ago - with nothing fixed and nothing approved...
Aiming to feel something new I came here, on Italki =) I didn't mean to find real friends here, just to resurrect my skills of English skills - lost and forgotten for that those seven years.. Well, I'm not sure if it helped me with my English, but it definitely made me think in a different way! I got new habits, new mates, new wishes... That's great! I feel a kinda reborn? restarted =)
But the only thing still makes me feel worried.. I had to change my job since I do not have a workroom at home, and the new one (job, not workroom) seems to hinder my studying =(

The need of change...

Have you ever experienced that feeling (sense имеет несколько значения, как здесь написано.– I had a sense of what she was feeling. This question doesn't make sense. The translator could not make any sense of the foreign text. Idiomatic = The translator can't make heads or tails of the text. Sense = understanding, feeling = what you experience) when you realize your life is about to change? When you believe that you will inevitably have to alter your lifestyle, your habits,and your friendships/connections (attachments немного странное.) You feel anxious about these changes, yet you also feel а kinda (slightly = нейтр., kinda = неоф.) bizarre pleasure and hope. 

That's how I feel now. This year has brought many changes to my life - I had to alter so many things, starting and ending with the flat I lived in.  and ending with. I even don't know what's going to close my "change list" (I can't even list all the changes which have taken place.)

A little over half a year ago, all my social welfare had been deprived (figurally, for sure), and I fell back to where I was seven years ago, upon becoming an adult - with nothing under control...

Aiming to discover something new, I signed up for Italki =) I didn't expect to make real friends here, only to resurrect my skills of English - lost and forgotten for that (those - но это не надо) seven years.. Well, I'm not sure that it has helped me with my English, but it has definitely (made me think in a different way) (changed how I think)! I have made new habits, new mates, discovered new dreams... This is great! I feel kinda restarted =) (I feel like I have been reborn!)

The only thing that still makes me worries me is that I had to switch my job, because I do not have a (workroom) (workspace) at home. Plus, my new job (job, not workroom) seems to hinder my studying =( (restricts my study time.)

Ты не переживай, Елена! Пусть будет перемен в твоей жизни, а когда жизнь сложнее даётся, вспоминай друзей, желания, и привычки =)