What is my stick???

Today, I think I want to learn good english front on three years, but till today also not make good english! What is my stick? Every night want to learn, then have very sleepy , want go to sleep not learn ! Sema everyday and every night ! Oh god ! What is my stick??? when will learn good english me ???

Hello, Smile. I was wondering what you meant by 'stick' as we would not normally use this word in this context. I believe you mean 'problem' so I have substituted that in your essay. I think to improve you need to have a plan of action and stick to it. So, learn for maybe an hour firstly to build confidence, then later you can extend your learning time to one and a half hours. 

What is my Problem (stick)???

Today, I think it's been three years since I've wanted (I want) to learn good english (front on three years,) but I am still having difficulty (till today also not make good english) ! What is my problem (stick)? Every night I want to learn, but find I am (then have) very sleepy and just want to go to sleep, not learn ! It is the same (Sema) everyday and every night ! Oh God (god) ! What is my problem (stick)??? When (when) will I learn good E(e)nglish (me) ???