My desire I read a book related to "the meaning of working" recently. It said that one can get satisfied with being real his/herself through working. Actually I have already read similar books before, say 3~4 years back.But then I couldn't understand what they said as I was lazy and wanted to find my true job by which I could be happy.I wasn't serious about my current job, system engineer. I didn't like programming, and cursed myself why I had chosen this job... I have been depressed by such thoughts for the past 2 years... cont...