How to find what you really want to do in life.

I have come to think that one can find what he/she really wants to do through hardship.
I thought I needed to do my favorite thing as job and this would make my life happier.
But in real I hated my work, system engineer, so didn't try to improve my skill and always avoided hard tasks.
In the past 2years, I think I did everything as I like, traveling, hobbies and love affaires.
Buy nothing left, I always felt emptiness in my life...
I hated myself as I can't do my work perfectly, can't get along with my parents, friends and my boyfriend.
I got tired of hating myself recently, so I changed my attitude toward my job.
I have started working hard, learning new skills, listening to my customers' requests without frowning.
To my surprise, everything starts going well! My. customers thank me for my work, my colleagues start to be willing to help me.
And after hard working, I realized how much importent my boyfriend is , how much I love him...
What I would like to say is that I found myself in hardship, through struggling to grab my happiness.
Real happiness doesn't come to you when you just wait for it.

How to find what you really want to do in life.

I have come to think that one can find what he/she really wants to do through hardship.
I thought I needed to do my favorite thing as job and this would make my life happier.
But in real I hated my work, system engineer, so didn't try to improve my skill and always avoided hard tasks.
In the past 2years, I think I did everything as I like, traveling, hobbies and love affaires.
Buy nothing left, I always felt emptiness in my life...
I hated myself as I can't do my work perfectly, can't get along with my parents, friends and my boyfriend.
I got tired of hating myself recently, so I changed my attitude toward my job.
I have started working hard, learning new skills, listening to my customers' requests without frowning.
To my surprise, everything starts going well! My. customers thank me for my work, my colleagues start to be willing to help me.
And after hard working, I realized how much importent my boyfriend is , how much I love him...
What I would like to say is that I found myself in hardship, through struggling to grab my happiness.
Real happiness comes to you when you just wait for it.