♫♥B-Blaster♠♫'s notebook entry: Oct 18, 2010 The secret side of me I never let you see I keep it caged, but I can't control it. So stay away from me the beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it. It's scratchin' on the walls in the closet in the halls. It comes awake and I can't control it. Hiding under the bed in my body in my head. Why won't somebody come and save me from this make it in I feel in deeper within it's just beneanth the skin.I must confess that I feel likea monster I hate what i've become the I must confess that i feel like a monster. My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged, but i can't control it. Why won't somebody com and save me form this MAKE IT IN! I feel it deep within it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster. I hate what iv'e becom the darkness has just begun.I-I Feel like a monster. It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp there's no escape from me it wants my soul it wants my heart,none can hear me scream. Maybe it's just a dream, maybe it's inside of me stop this monster! -Feel like a Monster, Skillet