I Wanna Be A Better Me One year ago ,I was a freshman in college.I just wanted to finish my college courses and make friends.When I graduate , I go to work which my parents had arraged for me.After the class,I joined many activities and play with my friends every night.But when the first semester finished, i felt empty.Then I went to HK to study and internship a short times. I did many things. I felt tired but full. I found that my life can be another style. When I back to China, I met a nice man who study in aboard, he let me see a different life.He told me I can be myself ,I can do what I want to do.He is so excellent .And I was admire him and liked him.So I decided to study hard to go aboard like him.In those days,I did many things such as learning english,how to play piano ,tennis,how to cook ,how to distinguish the good wine or bad wine,and reading many books .I didn't join the activities and play with friends in night any more.I only wanted to learn more and wait him come back to China.Then I wished he could find I have become better. But this year, I found the things change, he didn't care my changement. and I realized I shouldn't change myself just for a man .Though I become better than berore because of him. So I thought about many things.But I didn't know what can I do to make my life colorful.And I didn't know my destination of my future.Though I always say I want to study aboard. I am coward.I always scared that my chioice is wrong and I don't have the ability to make it come true. i just wanna be a better me ,why is it so difficult for me. I wanna be brave and confident. I want to find a true answer from my heart.