lost. i start my first job as an hr in a state-owned company. 23 days have past and i find myself that i donnot like this job. staying at the office all day long and do some chores. i feel unpleasant and boring. i want to quit and find another job but somehow i donot know how to start. everyone tells me it's a good company and it's state-owned which will never bankrupt. well, u should know if u donot have contacts u will be a small clerk forever and i donot want my life mediocre. i'm looking for a break. i'm looking for real me.