Be a happy girl

I really wanted to write something happy here, but actually I felt bad today. These day it Today was a little tough on me. out there. I was living under a lot of pressure. There was one moment when  I suspected doubted my choice. As always before, I really want to be a good salesperson, so I can have a good salary. But I never know what's However, I've never decided what my favourite job is. When I was young, I wanted to be a leader. I thought it was really fantastic that everybody could respect you. At that time, I didn't know it was too so hard to be a leader. Now I don't want to be a leader because I don't want to live under a lot of perssure. I think I'm a bird who is looking for sky so that he I can fly freely.
Tonight I really want to speak with you, my friends. I was happy when I was speaking English. Unfortunately, I couldn't find anyone. I think I'm missing you guys.
I really want to be a happy girl.